one n only (:

2006-09-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

oh, fuck. idk wad happened to my blog
grrrrrrrrrrr

2006-09-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

school's fine. duhhhh.. photos photos photos.
slpt during chinese & extra lesson after school. aww.
homed after that. i got my shoes. hmm, thank (:
think other days den put the photos in the com.
l a z y. duhhhhh...
alrightss.

well, i noe this gonna happen.
i regret not to trust my sixth sense:((((
i've got nth to sae. duhhhh...

nonono, I WONT LEAVE YOUUU. (:
nobody will take you away from me.
YOU'RE ALL MINE. <>

2006-09-05T20:09:00.000-07:00

click or leave it

did nothing much today. TSK.
alrights. tml got remedial. wthwth :(

ru guo ni hai ai wo :(

thing/quarrels always happen b4 a date.

kcuf.

off to bed.

nights ppl.

2006-09-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

2006-09-04T15:04:00.000-07:00

SAT :)
pianoed, teacher kinda pissed off w/ me de ):
cos idk the notes. tskk. ok, but he said i got improve!
hoho. ah ma house -ed. tv-ed & slp-ed :D
trained to causeway, collected my fone &
buy somebody's mum mum. bus-ed to baby house.
stood for 45 mins plus-.-''' wthwth. np-ed.
bus-ed to J8. ate ding tai feng. yummy :))))))))
somebody almost fall =x HAHAHAHAH!
went to ntuc den trained home.

SUN :)
went to TPY to support DAVIN.
meet jie , neri , javihn & heng.
blah blah blah.
overall, somebody fang feng ji.
wth can. -.-''' meet baby.
saw SOUL, JUZ B , TONG EN & FANG ZI CHEN :D :D
thou, idk them but i enjoyed taking photos (:
hahahahha. went ntuc w/ baby.
was waiting for GERALDINE de. but...
ok, i've GERALDINE TAY :bused to bedok w/ baby, BOMBERMAN & javihn.
den i forgot which bus to take
to the archery thingy laas.
took wrong bus && we walked ard.
we're lost at dk wad place laas.
no one noe where the hell is metta school.
craps & jokes. LAUGH OUT LOUD.
bused to bedok again den trained to jp w/ baby.
ate bento box :D
somebody owe me ANDERSON ICE CREAM!
baby trained homed. mum called &
ask me to wait for her at jp. yay.

Tat white shirt guy is not tat short can-.-

PS: JIAYOU ALRIGHT :)
NI SHOU LE LAAS !
i knew i love you &
you love me =x
you dui wo tai hao,
wo pa wo zai ye bu xiang fang kai ni.

2006-09-01T12:02:00.000-07:00

delete the previous post. think its too naggy le-.-
afiq 's & railee's performance were v v nice !
&& Ms J & other teachers' performace oso nice laas. (: after sch,cab-ed down w/ the guys&getty. i alighted at lakeside. saw aqilah. heh. trained to causeway to repair mine & zj's fone. yoshinoya-ed after that && tat choco thingy is damn fucking nice lo. LOLS. (: looked for wendy's birthday present. bused to jp, slept all the way. homed after tat.

LOVER

MONKEY & AIAI.

thing isnt the same.
both of us are acting strong :(
weak heart.

2006-08-30T19:09:00.000-07:00

had 2 free periods today/
drew the flyer for tml teachers' day/
had poa after that/
renamed my class tee name again/
afiq helped me/
stellious(neri said v bitchy name-.-)
stellaaaaa( xq sae v cute)
i love ber ( no link)
BOSStella ( del gave the idea, BOSS (: )
stellinda ( i like this name, but they sae dun look nice on the tee )
stupid la ( wth)
ok, i chosen BOSStella (:
played bball during Pe/
back class/
those guys playin game on the bigbig screen/
had english compo test/
" would you choose to live in the city or countryside?"/
"countryside"/
math after that. noring-.-/
den had social studies/
went to busstop w/ getty/
my mum came first, den ps her/
bought subway home (: /
watched the gal &/
tuition teacher called/
wthwthwth/
tuition w/ 2 sec 2 ppl/
&&& tuition for 2 1/2 hours./
ZzzZZZzzzzZZZzz/
homed after that/

tml is teachers' day -.-'''
den jiu holiday le!
well, remedials stand 3/4 of the week.
wtf ): wad a holiday i gg to have.
alrightsss...
i need to set my mind on studies le!!!
arghhhh...

im tired, so damn tired.
pls spare me a thought.
im waiting for ur msg too.
im sorry for everything ):
hais. wad a baby you have.
no, my disturbing. hais.
inu.

i tried to be perfect. :\

2006-08-29T17:54:00.000-07:00

school is alright.
played bball w/ heng they all during Pe.
4 periods of D&t, continued w/ my wood stuffs.
almost fall aslp, duhhh.. & try out the machine.
back class. studied chinese.
Geo after that, helped heng to do his chinese articles.
was eating & den POA. blah blah blah.
chinese test. i fall aslp-.-
i took a long time to finish reading the passage
cos i slp after a sentence den another sentence.
i even dreamt abt the sentence but tat doesnt
appear in my passage. imaginary:laoya gave us abt 15 mins. finish on time den homed.
slept till 3 plus. yupp.
alrights. tml having compo test & compre test after school.

&& i wont be flying ):
daddy said dangerous.
but now, i want to fly &
never come back.
hais. alrights.

~~< / 3~~

2006-08-27T22:38:00.000-07:00

2006-08-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

the whole week is fine ba. beside ~~those quarrels):~~
er, friday went candy empire & took neoprint (:!!
bought some candy &choco. den saturday had piano.
learning FIRST LOVE! yay.

(but next week i need to sing first love to the teacher ): )

went baby house (: bused to J8.

tat tat tat FRIED RICE! hahahaha.
NEO PRINT NEO PRINT. i loved it!
&& tml got si han test. TSK! watched my girl today (:
v nice . heh. played neo pets & im addicted to it. lmao.

&& well, she's someone who shares the same thoughts
as me. she always there for me. she knows wad am i thinking.
she's my soul. THANK! Thank God i've found you, my soul.
i will never scare of living w/ qns marks again (:
ni zui liao jie wo. ! lovessss...

&& i've got my SUBWAY PARTHER (:
shall go out for subway alright!

&& lastly, i've my baby darling.
i love you damn fuckg much. :)
no one gonna take me higher.
you're the best babyyyy i ever have.
never let me go anymore.

~~ps: its gg 10 soon. i stil haven study. TSK!~~

~~i adore those neo prints (:~~

~~i adore every sweet talks you said.~~

~~i adore every hugs & kisses from you.~~

~~i adore you most, my baby.~~

~~one & only.~~

~~agu sayang padamo.~~

2006-08-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

--edited--
Mr ho msged me :he asked me, what's my motivation. -.-'''
actually nothing. nononono,
buy me my heels, my volcom bag,
my crumpler bag && pay for my bill.
mayb i will study. hahahahahahhaha.
crap-.-'''

~~BIG BAD LOVE ):~~
below is wad my online councellor said. -.-'''

Online Councellor says:

aiya, just cut and paste,
cut all those words below and tell to her

hey, about yesterday, i wasnt keeping any secrets from you
i just went to watch movie with classmates
don't get the wrong idea
i still love you
i love you so much, how would i bear to lie to you?

JESUS TAKES THE WHEEL (:

2006-08-23T16:53:00.000-07:00

had half day schooling. 2 free periods.
Mr Ho asked us to do stupiid stuffs.
ok, i noted to me, im a ~~gonecase student~~.
hahahahaa. he replied back.
dont tell me you wan to go ite? wth.
what wrongs gg ite? duhhhh. alrights.
POA. seriously dun uds it. f*
PE PE PE. played bball (:
i was told that LTY was peeping me playing bball.
wthwth-.-'''
bought lolly den home.
i slept for hours & woke up & slp again.
~~i dreamt ): the third times?~~
~~you go away from me)': haissss...~~
didnt go for tuition. dont feel lik gg anywhere.
TSK. but i want to eat subway.
subway gt delivery service? lmao.
hahahahahahahahahaha.
anyway, i played neo pet today!
name BABY*** (:
i had new screensaver! -.-''
LOLS. i thot tml will be holiday again.
wth. -.-'''
&& my bill came. TSK.
BOMBED! mum was v angry.
bet she taking my fone away soon.
ok, wadeva. & mayb i saying bye bye to this blog soon.
v soon! ):
im left w/ half turkey beast. HUNGER.

btw, THANK JAVIHN&DAVIN&PINHENG. (: goodplan.

i wan a red rose,
not a white or
a yellow. (:

if you love me,

dont let me go.

2006-08-22T19:48:00.000-07:00

坏到不行的人

对你来说我什么都不是。

addicted to subway (:

2006-08-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

HAD SUBWAY TODAY (:
&&amp;&&
I WILL ~~NEVER~~ ORDER THAT DRINK LE.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
SAW SOUL & EILEEN.
BABIES' NAMES.
SNAKE&STAR. LOLS!

& well, i hope its not too late [:
someone w/o attitude.

you've been so good.

2006-08-20T21:59:00.000-07:00

foryou, dont b so desperately searchng for frens la. -.-

mind ur words. :\ im not desperate for friends.

wanting to save &

at least give a damn to this "gonecase" frienship.

ya, this is what you long for?

hahahahaha, fine.

&& ya, thou i've limited friends.

but they DONT treat me this way. (:

2006-08-20T17:50:00.000-07:00

my role is not to impress others.
i dont want to appear pathetic.

ok, helped javihn w/ his blog.
he gonna do me a big big favour. LOLS.
hey, better write BIG BIG & CLEAR CLEAR hor!
i dont want "kal long" river again. LOLS.
eeeyerrrrrrrr... SPERM!
hahahahahaha.
anyway, thank (:

didnt go out today. actually going for service. duhh.
alrights. delete ytd post.
im hum :(
ok, i've got so many people to thank.
Thank for being there for me (:
hahahahahhahaha!

hey? "stella is stubborn.
How then can the Lord bless stella?"

vhb LOVES hb (:
hahahhahahha.
sweetest ass!

2006-08-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

Friends
someone who tells you the truth
-- esp when you dont want to hear it.

~~no true friend~~
t r u e c o l o u r

save my tears (:

yesyes, he's the
BEST BEST BEST BEST
cousin i've!
i'm his motivator. LOLS.

2006-08-16T19:19:00.000-07:00

hmm, hais. idk y.
nowaday, ppl treating me v differently. ):
even soul treats me so coldly. duhhh...
im not happy at all!
well, i dont expect my friends to treat me lik tat. hais.
give me some space to breathe.
everything dont go smooth at all :\
i dont wan to face this everyday.
im so tired of it.
i miss the past few months:(

stop ignoring me.
i dont feel gd. tsk.

anw, thank getty (:

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
had subway for lunched.
& ytd dinner.
someone is getting v sick of it-.-'''
i need more tuitions. grrrr....
& been reading bible for the past few days.
duhh.. idk, yet to find out the answer to my qnsmarks.
ok laas, nth to post.
going out soon. yeah.

imissbaby:'(
still my wanted.

2006-08-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

hais. wo hen lei. hen lei hen lei.
stop treating me this way.
dont test my patient ):

i want to run as far as possible.
time will heal, time will heal, time will heal.
i cant wait for it to be alright again ):

hais. wont you wait for me in heaven?
thot im ready for it.
im wrong. ):

turn back the time, pleasee..

2006-08-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

Get v v disappointed w/ what you've said about me.
I'm not a gal who fall in love v easily compared to last few years.
I don't need any subsist.
hais. ya, after so much, I still don't uds you.
idk, idk whats the reason.
idk y you thot i will patch w/ him if we separate.
didn't you always said i bu she de lo? Tsk.
what you thot, i denied it!
its not true at all. ):
i didn't mean to hide anything or wad.
& at last, i told you.
nonono, IM not going to repeat the history.
believe it or not, just up to you.
words are useless for the time being.
qi shi ni bu dong wo de xin. ):

hais, idk wad to sae.
think both of us need a break.

bet you're stil sad ba.
hope this video can help to cheer you up.
(shit i cant load the video ): )

2006-08-10T11:29:00.000-07:00

boy: i love you!
girl: how are you going to prove that you love me?
boy looks into his wallet: can give me $10 note?
girl gives him $10 note
boy: shi si (40bucks) pai zai yan qian (:

this is wad i heard from yes933.
LAMED-.-''''

not going anywhere ):
i must finish up my chinese hw. IMAO~

to you, wanted to pen down. duhhh.. idk where to start. TSK.
actually nothing much. hmm,
in short, i need you as my friend.

i dont like the feeling when you walked away from me ):
N N S* (:

): ): ):

she de jiu bu yong guan wo ba. ): ):

2006-08-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

tml tml! i gonna screw my geo paper :(
wadever.

idk wad to do anymore.
leave me to die :(
i cant let go.
hais. mayb its time to go..

click

2006-08-05T19:08:00.000-07:00

didnt get any sleep just now. tho im v tired:/
was thinking alot stuffs. hais. idk :'(
i cant get any ans thu those tears.
i'm sorry.
i will go & not away.
please take away these pain.

b4 piano, mum got v pissed off w/ me.
duhhhhh.... wore a hairband, took d&t book, wrong piano book
& rush out. duhhhh. i forgot to bring my pencil case along.
piano lesson is fine laas. as usual, the teacher talked & talked.
bought pajames & one short (: bought bf to ah ma house.
hmmmm.. studied d&t. den tat baby came.
he took my fone & refused to return it to me, we took photos 2gt,
he kept moving when taking photos, we played, kill ants, listen to mp3,
he kea kea drink my apple juice (he's sick laas),he drew my d&t book,
he pee on the bed=/, he dropped my fone & mum's fone, he sang,
he sae NI, WO, TA to me for no reason-.-'', blah blah blah :)

actually gg to indoor staduim for the christian thingy tho i went there ytd.
but i didnt go. later going out w/ mum&dad ba.

2006-08-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

2006-08-04T02:26:00.000-07:00

sleepless night :( wont you care? awwww..
idk how to do math. fuck! blanked & blanked!
had chem for a period laas. hmm, went for chinese after tat.
had chinese test. fall aslp during test:/
butt i noe how to do(: im the second one to leave the class.
didnt go for recess.. was slacking outside the class w/ neri.
took photos! mr lam didnt come, talking all the way.
i cried :'( grrrrr.... ok, no cme too. played game w/ them.
er,, damn compliacted laas. 1 121 12321... blah blah..
its fun! yea. sing sing sing. LAUGHS. had phy. no mood:/
homed after that. went out again. im late for 30mins.
oppx. kfc-ed. jie came after tat. studied at mac(:
blah blah blah....... saw lover,cherly&christin.
wo bu xi huan lover le :( she sae she nv kan wo zai yan li.
ok, not everyone does! hahahahhahaha.
neri&jie went pooling. stayed back study..
minghee came. went to find nerii&jie(:
chased the bus. meet wendy,zj&hdan at jp.
homed!
p.s: neri, i'll never treat you a 10000 bucks meal.
NEVER! hahahahahaha.

yyyyyy canttt thisss fooonnneee viibbrrratttee?? :(

wo de cuo:'(

2006-08-03T06:56:00.000-07:00

i felt so terrible when i cant reach you.
yet no one uds )':

2006-08-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

hmm, think today is not my day laas!

did POA test, can do cos afiq helped me alot (:

did english compo too. er,,

would you rather be an onli child than having 6 brothers&sisters-.-'''

had free periods, teared ):

ss after tat, quarrel w/ dinie:/

dun ever try to insult ***!

if not i'll hate you to core! fuck.

btw, mind ur words!

grrrrr,,, wth.

after school, went canteen w/ soul & elieen (:

er... lunched den study.

blah blah blah....

angela & mingee & wr came.

was happily entertained by angela & eelieen. hahahahhaha.

angela is a da lu mei! shhh,,, DONT OPEN UR MOUTH TOO OO BIGGG! (:

bused home. heh.

soul's a lil lil hum! raaaaa....

ok, im tired.

but tml having d&t & chinese & math.

omg.. pls kill can! ):

wo yao de xin fu.

wanna lick you all over!

2006-08-01T14:51:00.000-07:00

Teenage Life

Now hear this"What did you learn at school today?"

That's what the teachers used to say

But they don't know

Don't understand, do they

Why do they always give advice

Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"

When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

"What did you learn at school today?"

That's what the teachers used to say

But they don't know

Don't understand, do they

Why do they always give advice

Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"

When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

Dwelling on the past, from back when I was young

Thinking of my school days and trying to write this song

Classroom schemes and dreams

Man they couldn't save me

Cos my days were numbered when I signed down on Avy

Teenage kicks running out what could we do

I still show respect to my boys who made it through

And getting told off Mr T how my life would be

Then giving him a signal So everyone could see

Sunshine and shade

Those girls I'd serenade

Thinking of those sixth form chicks that misbehave

Hoping that those days would go on and on forever

Every day something new

Just friends running together

But suddenly school ends

Your teenage life gone

All your mates are growing up now

They're moving on

And now I'm looking back

I'll tell you what I know

Do you listen to your teacher?

No I don't think so

"What did you learn at school today?"

That's what the teachers used to say

But they don't know Don't understand

Do they

Why do they always give advice

Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"

When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

Now if you treat the kids fine, together they will shine

Ooh ooh ooh shine

And if you give the kids time, they won't do the crime

Won't do the crime

Now my bad old ways

Were during my school days

Messing on those grade A's

My life is just a haze

I'm going through the struggle

Five ten and kicking back

So I could lock my flowLace it up now on the track

Oh yeh I felt the pain

Whilst chasing all the fame

I'm being told I'm nothing Just a player in the game

But now I walk tall

Stand proud for you to see

I'm driving these fast cars

It's five stars for me

"What did you learn at school today?"

That's what the teachers used to say

But they don't know

Don't understand, do they?

Why do they always give advice

Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"

When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

ok, school's fine today.

ponned phy remedial (:

waiting for baby's call,

going revise tests! heh.

2006-07-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

trained to airport today.

waited for baby dao i grrrr..... hahahaha.
after tat bused to J8,

went study at mos burger. baby cousin (:
den her two friends came:/ studies dao er,, 6 plus.
den take neo print! hahahahha (:

loves you duo duo. heh.
trained to lakeside.

den homed. ok, tat bitch nag & nag & nag.
made me feel lik getting down the car. grrr....
can you pls shut up??!!!........
my allowance is cut! fuck fuck.
i can must slp at 10 ):
i cant on the com till the next day. tsktsk
she took away her fone
& i onli can use tat nokia fone. but i cant msg lo!
): hais. ass her laas.
dun tell me how ke lian you're,

no one ask you to bring me to this world!!!! =/

!!!!!!!!!!
my common tests are coming real soon. im scare:/
&& now im hungry&tired!

hold me closer to you.

i live my life for you (:

lucks for tml common tests!

ni shi wo de "wei". heh.

2006-07-29T08:02:00.000-07:00

i cant rmb wad happened during friday. stm-.-'''
but i rmb i meet baby after school (:
trained to causeway. lunched ichiban.
went to upgrade her fone's software.
must wait for 4 hours=/
den played arcade!! hahahahaha
watched dk wad dragon gate movie. yeahhh!
seriously, i love baby damn much (: heh.
bused to jp. (: (: homed after that.
friday&thursday 's viedo (:

trained to baby's house today.
watched la bi xiao xin. (:
lick all over you. heh.
went to somerset meet val&her bob.
actually shld meet at 12.20 de-.-''
we're late for the service.
so, went for 3pm service.
b4 tt we look for val den went to taka.
mum mum mum mum! (: hahahaha.
walk walk see see.
walked to the church. hmmm,
i dun wan to talk abt anything in church ba.
just felt ~~down~~. idk y. hahahha.
&& i hope soul 's okay now!
after service, went to take neo print!
its fun (: val's bob is funny laas.
bused to baby's ah ma house.
after tat trained home.
im happy today!
i think. LOL LOL.

To one of my friend.
hmm, idk you're reading my blog anot.
i hope you did (: ok, idk wad goes wrong in our f/s.
): idk whether i stil wan it back or just leave it lk tat.
ya, we're drifting v v far apart:/
i need a answer.
leave it be or solve it?? hais.

you never failed to be there for me.
i love you baby.
now&forever. (:

2006-07-27T21:50:00.000-07:00

today assembly, lee cried. CHILL MAN! (:
D&T, er... its all abt current && more... wth ):
walked back laas, had chem. bored -.-'''
went for chinese. changed seat ):
cos i failed my test laas. wtf...
sit w/ chinchian. duhhhh....
next week got mo xie. assss...... ):
went recess.. nth much to sae actually.
er,, had english. those group present PBL.
went to com lap for CME.
i cant login my account laas ):
think someone hack my acc or wad.
used weekang acc to do the survey :) thx.
the rest of time jiu do other thing (: yeah.
finally i see tat ahem* thing. got pattern de-.-''' LOL
den ano&davin&tong watched hard gay.
del&neri&me watched it too XD
back class for phy! imao.
did group work.
many ppl were ask to do push ups-.-
i took photos&video half way,
& del was called to do push up
in front the class. was lik, fuck laas!
we're discussing the work right??!!!
ano&amp;amp;neri&me&del were so buay song =/
went infront do some push ups.
den sit there till the bell ring took bag & walk out.
del was pissed off ba. walked to canteen.
had my lunch den went to 3rd floor w/ del.
did our business. hahahahaha.
im sweating lik shit laas.
we stayed in the toilet for abt 20mins??!
hahahahaha. ate choco cum tat sweet thing & ice w/ *bark sound* (:
she did er xin thing in front of me-.-'''
she sucked all the water in the ice. hurhur.
den it become ice.
den we end up throwing ice. hahahahahaha.
im hiding behind neri & tat wall. she puke out those water.
omgomg. its fun (: cutest, er.. dun wu hui ya ?
played bball w/ aisah&nerii.
went for the run. its damn fuckg hot can-.-''
no mood to run. grrr.....
&& my legs stil cramp lik shit =(
&& thx neri for waiting for me (:
yeahhh!! i walked & run & walked & run.
i get position 69=/
im stunt. 2 thoughts in my mind when i get the card. grrrrr...
walked back to sch. i spent alot on food today ):
saw yizhong&junji (: imao!
homed!
im catching high school musical!!!! :D

baby, i want another swensen balloon!

sorry baby,
think you're pissed off w/ my words ba.
duibuqi. dun angry le ok?
i noe im unfair. continue takin photos ya?

if you give me one chance to tell you how i was feeling,

i would sing to you & tell you i wont live my life w/o you.

if you give me one chance to tell you how i was feeling,

i would hold ur hand & look in ur eye

and you know i will never let you go

tskkk! ):

2006-07-26T17:09:00.000-07:00

shall post a short one ba.
afiq is not w/ me during poa-.-'''
played bball for a while today & measure height :)
took photos during recess :D
finally rmb to bring my cam!
present the PBL during english.
im nervous, idk y. hahahaha.
the effect is well done can! thank del:]
3-2 ppl were watching outside. IMAO!
afiq helped me to take video. thx!
he gave me tat kind of face can-.-'''
played w/ the curve ruler. duhhhh...
played&laughed&talked to myself.
afiq got stress cos of my act. LOL.
he was BBBBBEEEERRRRRR-ing-.-'''
i'm SSHHHHAAAA****** -ing :D
had ss test. i dun uds can.
wrote crap den hand in.
math test cancelled!

slping soon. tskk!

That superman :)

Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me

2006-07-26T02:26:00.000-07:00

i've got ~~nothing~~ to hide already )':

2006-07-25T23:09:00.000-07:00

just reach home :D

i ponned compre common test-.-''' imao! dun have the mood to do test cos i wan mum mum :) :)

school's bad cos my legs&stomach hurt alot ): its cramp laas. awww.... hardly walk & up&down the fuckg stair. tsktsk. rained in the morning. no assembly lo :D back class, neri told me i missed a show. wth-.-''' went for PE. i cant run den walk w/ neri :) last round, we walk up to the hall.. yeah. lower sec having assembly=/ had 4 periods de D&T. get scolding cos no one went for ytd d&t workshop. LOL. continue doing the wood stuff laas. my body hurts alot-.-'' cant sit on the chair cos aiya, my body short. IMAO! hahahhaha. Mr zo helped me alot :) kept yawning & all the dust went in my mouth. shitass. back classss... didnt go for recess. neri&del were singing lik nobody business can=/ shan came to myt class w/ red red watery eyes. =/ ok, my stomach hurts after drinking 100plus. tsk.. had geo after that. i slept the whole one period after that had POA. im stressed by afiq again. arghhh.. its a good thing actually, duhh.. his singing suck-.-''' he's bio-ing ms ** butt, so am i. hahahahahaha. chill! no link. went for chinese. Weekang told me someone fucked who, blah blah blah. LOL LOL. omg=// den den, the teacher was completing w/ someone. omg.. she bwg & wanted to complain to his form teacher! hahahahaha. wtf. duh... laoyao asked me which parts of my dad i wan to write in my compo. his smile! hahahahah. den the teacher sae bcos he loves to smile. er,,, nononono.. he seldom smile -.-''' stupiid! meet xinen den bused to jp. we chased the bus=/ ordered pizza & kfc. homed after that :) mum mum mum mum ! i wan to take photos. yeah. imao.. gg to slp soon. im tired lik hell=/

--edited--
i just woke up. yawns.
didnt publish my post cos the photo i edited is gone )':
v hao kan can. must edit again but.. shit laas. IMAO!

& you will know i will never let you go.

loves baby.

one&only:)

2006-07-24T21:31:00.000-07:00

just finished editing NERISSA's blog&our photo :)

but stil gt one more pic to go, but she offline le ): imao! school's fine. went chem lap today.. did experiments den classed. went chinese. got test can-.-''' gonna fail it for sure. hahahhaha. borrowed money from weekang :) for the chinese stuffs laas. awww... no poa today! yesyes XD recessed w/ neri&del ! was q-ing. mafa&tallie quarrelled w/ shu**** cos of cut q laas-.-''' mafa was so funny can. she said, someone just scare the chicken wings will fly away. duhhh=/ no comment-.-''' tallie just win shu**** height laas! omgomg. okok. while eating neri shoot rice on my eye. wth! okok, back class. no english! yesyes. slack slack den had ss. er... me&del&neri dun have tht mood to do ss. den sth happened-.- omg. ran out the class w/ neri. ran to the toilet, er, saw some drops of blood&&water on the floor. back class-.-'''' change sitting arrangment laas ): its so unfair can! kns. some ppl sitting arrangment didnt change but..... tskk. forget it laas. MR HO'S DAMN FUCKG BIAS! fuck! =/ actually sitting w/ railee den afiq exchanged w/ him COS he cant see the board-.-''' now im sitting in front neri. sitting w/ afiq & neri w/ dinie & del w/ railee. hahahahha. i bet railee gonna has a hard life-.-''' had math after that. grrr.... sign a contract w/ afiq. no HARD play. LOL. neri dun wan to talk to me ): she gt dinie le. HAIS! yupp. afiq made me stress. idk y. i start doin those prastice during math. hmm, mayb shall start my revision soon :) :) pon d&t workshop, went neri's house. her mum cooked:) bus-ed to school. we do our standing board jump beside the road. hahahahha. -.-''' went for nafra. did sit ups first. fai made me laugh lik shit den i dun have the strenght to do-.- wth. LOL. had standing board jump, i cant make it-.-''' had sit&reach den pull ups & den shuttle run. last last, had height&weight. i bet the weight machine gt problem!! @#$% ): homed after tat :) had mushroom soup for dinner. think nth to blog le ba.

sometime idk are you here to harm me or wad.
im keeping a distance from you. ):
idk y im feeling guilty,
er.. i cant accept the way you treat me since sec2.

btw, MY BILL CAME!
hahahahha. God bless me :)
no scolding thou it bombed-.-''' !!

I wanna catch your wave

I wanna drift away with you

you've got an undertow

dont wanna let you you go

baby shi ge da da da da sha gua,

ni hui shi wo de wei yi :)

woainiduoduo X))

2006-07-23T20:08:00.000-07:00

FINALLY FINISH EDITING MY BLOG !! :)

someone said chickens polluted the blog so she said its not nice-.-'''
i took away all chickens' photos le. happy?? hahahaha.
shagua. hmmm, finally i got a big big space to post & post photos. yeah!
anyway, i just eaten my dinner.
&& im waiting for someone to wake up laas. grrrr...

today is a super bored x55555555 day! wth.
stayed at home, hmm, actually gg to meet val to take back my
poa ws den she woke up at ard 12 plus den sae meet other day-.-''
its my fault laas, cos i last minute ask her if she's free anot.
den actually gg to baby's house. den think she's tired.
& ~~my mood is not gd~~. end up editing my blog :\
didnt have my bf & lunch. i been eating choco the whole day?
im gg to gain fats :( den commented on kor's art. duhhh..
&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& was chatting w/ soul-.-''' er, i need a TRUE friend!
maybe soul is right laas. she*'s just a gd listener to me. &
may not be a gd friend to me den :( :( somehow, i wish..
tskkk, ok... btw, tml PBL,
gg to search for that megan zheng stuff le. awww..
&& tml got nafa test & got D&T workshop & tuition.
walau, so many thing gg on. =/

someone ate so much today !! omg =xx

i want the sweetest words! :D

hold on to me, never let me go.

i love you baby :)

2006-07-22T22:48:00.000-07:00

didnt attend piano today=/ i slack at the stair for 1/2 hour den went to find mum after that-.-''' bought bf to ah ma house. watched superband den went to slp. yupp. did nth much laas. was waiting for kor. mum fetched me&kor to jp. took train to queenway. i offered my seat to an old man. duhhh. kor whisper to me & sae tat old man is nearer to me so i must give tat old man my seat. wth. -.-'' went for the youth service. gt mani shuai geS & chio buS. LOL. everything is fine laas. managed to pray & hold my tears=/ during the service, mum msg me; " gal huang le call dack (back) go dinner" hahahah. after service trained to clementi w/ kor,jj&ws. yesh. pamum came & fetched us to sakura for buffet. hmmm, v v full-.-''' homed after tat. :) think nth to blog le. not in mood this few days. shit! :( idk wad actually bothering me. wo bu zhi dao. & i hate waiting for msg. sound so stupiid. tskk. let me numb-.-'' tsktsk. ok, i wan to study. yup. but i wan to edit my blog first! yeah. i want ot make myself busy now! pls fill my days w/ full of shit from today onward, i hope i'll feel better :)

soul, ni dui wo zui hao. ni zui liao jie wo :D lovesss...

anyone noe the definition of GOD?

do i make any difference in ur life?

sound so stupiid asking this.

I remember when you came with me that night

We said forever, that you would never let me go

But here I am again

With nothing left inside

Know I don't wanna

But I gotta let you go

2006-07-21T22:52:00.000-07:00

I'M ~~NOT OKAY~~ :( THOU I SAW MY FRIENDS & SPENT 63BUCKS ON CHOCOLATES=/ TODAY! TSKTSK! ~~FUCK~~ EVERYTHING LAAS :( ONE OF MY TORTOISE ~~DIED.~~ I WONDER HOW THE ALIVE ONE FEELS NOW. TSK. ITS MY FAULT ALRIGHT. IDK HOW TO TAKE CARE OF THEM. :( IM GUILTY&SAD. BUT SOME PPL JUST DUN UDS CAN. DIED JIU DIE LE, DUN BROOD ABT IT LE. ???!! SCOLD ME CAN?! TREAT IT AS I'VE ~~NO FEELING~~ BA. IM ~~NUMB~~ OK. HAIS. ITS LIK, I DUN WAN TO FIND TROUBLE. THEY MEAN STH TO ME.. TSKTSK. SUAN LE. :'[ CAN ANYONE UDS? ITS ~~HURT~~ MORE WHEN YOU DUN SEEM TO CARE AT ALL. TSK. I TOLD YOU WAD GOING ON. YOU DUN SEEM TO UDS BA. I KNOW I CANT DO ANYTHING. I NOE I GONNA BE OK SOMEDAY. I DIDNT ASK FOR ANYTHING BUT YOU TO UDS ME. =/

DIDNT TAKE ANY PHOTOS TODAY, CAM NO BATT.

WEIMAN&DINIE.

US. NOW&FOREVER.

MY LISTENING EAR-.-'''

--EDITED---

finished talking w/ kor.
seriously, im feeling v v ok:)
sometime i feel tat i've missed out sth impt.
thank kor! :D
hmmm, ya. im happy now.

Do you remember how it was,

when we never seemed to care.

2006-07-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

i said i dont want to think about her anymore.
hais. seriously, i cant make it.
idk y. the picture flashed by, i was lik.
tsktsk. :( i bet ~~she likes you.~~
im not confused abt baby.
i noe she loved me & i loved her.
but i dun lik the feeling.
you ren xi huan ni de gan jue.
:/ recalled the feeling you've last few months.
~~im not okay :(~~
&& i swear today is the last meeting.

~~not in mood.~~ =/
after posting photos jiu gg to turn in.

weird & crazy them :)

top&bottom. iman!

mummy! we love heels-.-'''

MAHA! MUMMY! hhheeellllssss:D

spiderman & spiderwoman. LOL

BESTBEST MONITOR:)

shall pour water in-.-'''

"oh sa ma" RAILEE!

orignal!

SOUL. LOVESS

her sleepy eyes-.-!! jeanne:)

~~leave me alone.~~

2006-07-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

arghh, i just finish doing my article. yawns. im tired. imao. ok, hope tml i dun have to go to tat fuckg detention, cos i wan to go out laas. but i haven finish my wb. i never brough home laas. ok, wadeva. shall post abt tml( wednesday:) )

ytd celebrate racial harmony. its fun laas. many ppl wore costumes. i didnt wear-.-''' went to hall for tat celebration. was kinda bored can. played games w/ neri again. LOL. && jieting & neri got new style of playin tat game. hahaha. none clapping=// think no one will uds except neri & mummy. LOL. arghhh. took maha&tallie bracelets:) && tat prettie's heels. LOL. mummy wore it too:) took photos. && mummy gt soft cheek. LOL. v unique can-.-''' after celebration, went back class. everyone was taking photos. :) :) took photos w/ soul! im shy-.-''' everyone went for pe except me,del&neri. were editting the video. didnt go for recess. && took photo w/ neri. is nice right:)??? my idea can. wahahaha. ! after recess gt english. show mr lam our video, he gave us more ideas to improve :) :) im tired, idk y. awww... crystal was cute! blurblurde-.-''' had math after that. damn damn boring can. after that ss. my cd cant open the ss project :( :( sorry ppl. awww... went to eat w/ neri&del. we're hungry. duhhh... saw afiq's stead! hahahaha. =xx shan came. afiq was singing lik nobody business. bu hao ting ni dong ma?? LOL. back class. had story telling, hmm, is mcq qns laas. sebas sae all qns put A. ok, me&neri listened to him. && everyone did v v fast. hahahaha. den everyone leave except some laas. didnt go ps w/ neri&cy. grrr, im broke laas. tsktsk. homed after that. edit photos den slp:) kor woke me up, went queenway w/ mumkorpa. :) daddy is fat ass " pang zi" named by mum:) LOL. bought a short. den kor went to return the bag laas. cos the stripe came off. lousy laas. LOL. korpa bought shirts&short. after tat actually gg to eat sushi de, but is closed ): went to tian shui cafe. mum is the last one to take order cos she cant see the number. daddy was lik, kuai dian laas aunty. LOL. korpa&me were suan-ing mummy lik shit. den watch a korean show. i lik tat dessert mum ate. hahaha. shall go there again:) called baby, she's not in gd mood :( :( ok, i uds. yupp. okok, is late. i must kuai kuai post photos jiu go slp le. yawns yawns. =// soul! you're bad! LOL :D btw, i heard a song. is abt friendship. i loved it. shall post the video too:) the lyrics is meaningful.

ok, shit. i dun think i can post photos. wth.
shall update again:)

baby,

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me :)

muacks.

2006-07-18T14:48:00.000-07:00

just came back from school. kinda ~~pissed off~~ during chinese lesson-.-'' tskk. i pon debate thingy :)

ok laas, this morning went assembly w/ del. den PE. was chatting w/ neri they all. abt tat" yi at or" hahahaha. ok, lamed. play "ji go ba" w/ neri again && that game :)
that tallie kept ~~suaning~~ my height laas. awwww... she sae she crop her leg for me den join my leg. && my leg gonna look lik white den black. ok, wadevea. LOL. was watching the guys doin standing board jump & pull up. davin is pro, but dun hao lian laas.-.- almost all guys passed the target. den bcos all gals didnt do, den run the red road 2 rounds. wth. the last round, we ran across the canteen w/ lover,del,neri&cheryl. den mr chong saw. asss... run another round again. was laughin lik hell-.-''' had d&t after that. stayed in class for 15 mins. took photos && ahem. gt sth to send soul later :) hope you'll lik it laas. hahaha. dinie took off his pe short out for saha. photos photos :) did workshop today. grrrr... dinie kept saying ~~im weak~~. wth. he sweat lik shit can-.-''' den saw the wood, almost all are curve instead of straight. wtf. tskkk... && i took photos. oso for soul de:) den neri&del came workshop find me. recess :) went dentist to "blow aircon" w/ them. LOL. that guy kana shock by me. am i tat scarey?? wth. took photos w/ them :) v v fun can. had geo after that. v v sian can. i slept the whole one period. den ms leong never come :) gt 1 shuai shuai de teacher came n take over for the first one period. AFIQ, HE"S MUCH MUCH HANDSOME THAN YOU && UR THAT MODEL IS NEVER NEVER BETTER THAN ME:) hahahahaha. took photos :) was rushing my chinese compo den another teacher came. at first to me he's shuai den after he asked me to kept my cam.. u dun feel he's that shuai anymore. grrrr... fuck laas. so guai lan can-.-!!!! !@#$%
den went for CHINESE. that fucker lao yao. kns can-.-''' grrrr.... stood for 1&1/2 periods. den sit down on the floor. &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& she suan 3-1 can. cb laas. she sae, 3-1 must be most zhen qi than 3-5. but wth. 3-5 oso standing w/ us can. && she sae we this kind of students must be NA students de. kns laas. she den must zhen qi lo. she thot she is v v good lo. just sae a story && almost the whole class can fell aslp. && she knew it anyway. wad we must zhen qi. kns. she came & talk to me. ask for hw again. i did, but i blanked some qns. cos im not tat clever to complete the whole book. fuck off can. she sae, sihui wo ren ni hen jiu le. i hand in, && she rejected cos i blanked afew qns can. && she sae i never do almost the whole book & did some qns onli. wtf. fuck laas. i bwg. i must stay back in school for detention tml & until i finish all my hw. kns laas. cb. ok, im pissed off. damn fud up by wad she sae to me & how she suan 3-1. fuck laas. mum came n fetch me. i vented my anger at mum. told her wad tat lao yao sae me & my class. fuck can.
in exam, article is not test in the exam. the whole text book can throw away le. all not tested. && if tat teacher can teach me how to uds the passage & do sth to make me uds. i surely will do her work. doing article just waste my pen ink, waste my foolscape, wasted my time, wasted money buying newsaper to cut, waste my strength & waste my file space to hold those fuckg article. tskk. i dun lik to do laas. kns. && btw, she wont so qin lao to mark & correct & read our article de lo. everything will end up in the rubbish dump. puipui. im pissed off. arghhhhh... how i wish i can tranfer to 3-1. i mean chinese class. tskkk..

emoKID

fai,saha,dinie:)

518:)

i didnt do anything to it.

hmmm, shall do some edit when i reach home.
gg out soon :)
im late le. grrrrr...

---edited---
just came bak from town.
went to city hall meet baby & yaqi & her classmate.
they were finding the way to candy vampire
bought candy for maryann&them(:
went suntec. tat eeyore drop out:(
baby bought tat dk wad fish.
she&hermum wan to act jap. LOL
saw april they all.
&& baby was lik, er... rekcuf-
trained to ps. ate long john(:
neri, i didnt see tat bag laas.
trained. baby alight at yck.
trained home:)
okok, GOOD NEWS!
someone helping me w/ the article:)
yay! yay! :D :D
now going to do ss project. shit.
hope i noe how to do. awww...

Your looking for something you can't find

If you give it up you'll lose your mind

Theres always something in your way

What can you say

Your gonna have a good day

2006-07-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm, shall post some b4 i go tuition ba:)
actually nothing de=/
i'm happy today.
in short,
I LOVE SWEET TALK:)
thank baby.

--edited--
just called baby, think she stil in her lala dream world.
dun uds wad she talking den jiu hang up. LOL :)
i finished the project, && i stil left w/ ss project. grrr...

okok, today assembly. got china guests came to our school. && tat jiayi, dk come school shopping or study de. =.= reyandi brought rabbit soft toy to school-.- from his stead?? went to chem lap today. did experiment. grrr... shared test tubes w/ wei man. something scared me lik hell. i add limestone into the test tube, den add some hydrochloric in. the solution start to boil lik shit. tat pro kid, neri helped me :) i shouldnt add hydrochloric in first, i must prepare the dk wad shit den put the deliver-tube in. den blah blah blah. ok, scare me lik hell. afiq passed by & sae me sth, i forgot-.- wei man helped me too :)) had chinese after tat, did compo. haven complete yet. POA den didnt go for recess. && nerii was so fud up cos no chicken wings, i oso dun have :( ate m&n. i formed a heart shape & reyandi came & ask if he can eat it after i take the pic of the heart. LOL afiq came den nerii's itchy hand touched my heart. the heart is destroyed laas :( lucky i took the pic :) reyandi & afiq ate the remaining m&n on my table. took photos:) had english after tat. wed gt test. =/ had ss after tat. -.-''' had math den dismissed at 12.45 :) went to take bus w/ getty&neri. was playing "ji go ba" w/ neri. TMF laas(: den played the dk game. lik got clapping sound de. den ppl stared at us-.-''' okok, no image. had bento box w/ neri. && i bought a slipper. homed. did math hw :) baby, where's my jiang li??!! went tuition(:

hmmm, think nth to blog.
waiting for baby to wake up. grrr...

HEART:)

i can explain it-.-

he left 3 m&n for me

nice ya(:

The Elephant Said "Oink!" (with a poll)

2006-07-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

~~rotted~~ at home the whole day. grrrr... somebody dk can go out anot den end up never go out. :( imualr.. i did some chinese hw. den did poa :D the com really ~~tempting~~ me. idk y. hahahaha. ok, help someone edit the friendster thing. went to slp after that. hmmm, nothing to blog actually. tml school dismiss early. 1/2 hour earlier. awww... got tuition tml too. dinie show me a video clip today & it ~~scare me lik siao~~-.-''' ok laas.

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving

Hold on to me and, never let me go

--edited--

i felt tat i cant do w/o you.

mayb after 2 years,

i will still cant.

ya, i noe no one will noe wad

gonna happen in 2 years time.

mayb you'll find someone better than me?

idk. hais.

wo hen pa :(

i try not to think abt the future which

will make me sad. tsktsk.

i cant help it, i felt that im stucked.

seriously need you more than others do.

hais. idk. im just so so scare.

scare losing you :(

i want everlasting love.

can we make it?

let it be dream,

i wont wan to wake up from that dream.

feeling so fuckg down.

can you hold me tight & let me die in ur arm lik saturday?

im silly ya? :)

no words can express how much i felt for you, baby.

tonnes of loves.

2006-07-16T00:04:00.000-07:00

went piano today=/ i played one song onli. den the teacher talk&talk. grrrr...
went 711 w/ mum. bought cash card & eeyore&pigeon:)
bought bf to ah ma house. den did some math hw.
mum fetch me to lakeside. went baby's house:)
hugs&kiss. i lurve you many many!
Every time I look at you, baby,
I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more..
went hg mall. ate kfc.
didnt eat much cos stomach cramps. grrr..
bused to yio chu kang. trained home:D

hmmm, i dont wan to think about you!
ppl who wan to take my baby away from me.
i'll give you fuckg hell troubles.
ok, she's mine.

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile your face glows,

You picked me up when I was down

& I hope that you feel the same way too,

Yes I pray that you do love me too

2006-07-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

i said i will post ytd thing right.. (:
went town ytd. bought a new reef bag.
but i like that ang mo bag more. ):
grrr... went candy vampire bought some candy-.-
bought that long long rope for del&neri.
ok laas. think nothing to say.
btw,
thank nerissa ng hui li for helping me to do that chinese hw:D
&&&I NOE THE BEST SOLUTION LE, HAHAHAHA!

hmm, school was abit boring. dun have assembly cos rained. den had english for the first 2 periods. talking abt oral stuffs-.-''' den chinese period. awww. lao yao called my MUMMY ): hahahaha. Ya. my fake mummy=/ i did hand in my hw can. just tat i blanked some qns. got hand in right??!! kns laas. was chatting w/ wk again. his parent is called too. hax. had phy after that. went to science lap. the school is flooded. i mean 3rd floor. lousy laas. -.-'' the class sabo me ): they ask me to demo the science thing in front of them. tsktsk. TMF can=/ thx to neri&afiq&others. walau. i pai seh. duhhh. many ppl kana pull ups. did experiment den class. ask davin to buy food. zhen quan shouted in the class, xiao pao chi da pao. grrr... finish my math hw. had geo after that. was msging the whole 2 periods. heng&sebas&javin were crapping outside the class. im just beside the window. they ask me to put my " calculator" on the table & my "fone" under the table. hahahaha. mean my calculator refer to my fone. den my fone is referring to my calculator. ok, damn lame-.-''' den had math after that. arghhh.. v v sian can ): tsktsk. dismissed. bused to meiji factory w/ man ling, angela, li ting & others. took non aircon bus. damn hot ): bought chocos. spent 25 plus. grrrr... im broke can. -.-''' den bused to jp w/ man ling. saw quan&zhiyong&chris&andy. was crapping there den andy took away my almond choco & my nuts ): grrrr.... homed:D actually meeting jieting&crystal&afiq tonight de. but not feeling well. ): grrr... tml got tuition&piano. wth. didnt took any photos w/ them ):

the candy look nice. -frown-

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you

- baby, i'll always hold you.

imissyou:)

For you I will

2006-07-13T21:23:00.000-07:00

hais. stupiid blogger. arghh.. everyting gone laas ):
wtf. i spent so long posting & blogging.
arghhh. shit laas. tml den post ba.

btw, soul tml i going meiji factory.
wan to go??

_uoyevoli

trsut me that i trust you

i need some time.

WANTED):

its mine(:

2006-07-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

just woke up. -.- today schooling. walk to hall w/ rinna for assembly cos its raining. sth funny happened can. LOL. mdm rani stood beside me & ask everyone to sing & den she sang along. bu hao ting can=/ i saw soul's body shaking. hahahaha. den i tried not to laugh lo. den when mdm rani walked to soul's side. 3-2 & del & me were laugh out loud. hahahaha. omg. when mdm rani turn behind, we stopped laughing den soul laugh. -.- -.- hahahaha. sec3 was asked to sing 2 or 3 times of national song. had attire check. &&& today the talk was v v v boring. fall aslp:) back class for POA. arghhh.. i dun uds laas. can anyone teach me???!!! && sth happened again laas. this time really throw my face-.- thank to neri laas ): she asked me to help her clip her hair. den today her hair is such funny & messy. hahahaha. i helped her clip when ms ___ was scolding the class. clip many many times, neri rejected it. >=@ i'm trying le lo-.- ms ___ jiu looked at us. stella stop playng w/ her hair can??! ): awww... i didnt laas. neri had a bad hair day! yesyes. last clip is just so simple, y didnt you ask me to do so in the first place?? hahahahaha. was talkin to neri abt sth. den we decide to draw lot. every lots i took are DONT GO. wtf! grrrr... went to hall for pe. cherly wore fila pink sb today, the gals were talking abt. hahaha. did some exercise den when doing the half sit ups. i sae to neri, eh, ur nei nei bian da le laas. we laugh lik duhhh.. den mr ___ jiu sae, hey! you two go & run the court 3 rounds. wtf. we walked. she was blaming me-.- its fact mah. hahaha=/ recess after tat. after eating, back class. took many photos w/ them(: stupiid neri laas-.- FORCED ): we stood at the door, den ppl come in jiu ask them take photos. neri was the one pulling people & force them-.- hahaha... lover saw it, she kinda angry de=/ den no choice laas. jiu take w/ her (: had english lesson. wrote sth abt teenagers go for abortions. idk wad to write laas. had math after tat lo. sian. i dun uds wad the hell tat teacher talking. idk y i loved to do my thing during his lesson. arghh.. social studies den dismissed. i need to finish those chinese hw laas. but i lazy to do. shit.... awww...

she does this to me everyday ):

zidane zidane zidane >:@#$$%^%

jian fei?

what the fuck!

LOVERjy

the cutest guy in my class (:

beck siao-.- ''

acting again -.-''' he's my dear! hahaha

how scarey can she be?? (:

there're more photos w/ them.
lazy to post le-.-

idk y you're treating me so coldly. ):
i will give you a break ba.
just treat that i've lose you,
im searching for the old you.
you changed my life,
nothing gonna change my love.

sweet talk as reply when you feeling better.

i dont want to think about her.

hais.

NO ONE gonna love me better;

2006-07-11T21:24:00.000-07:00

had PE. fuck laas, didnt bring attire cos i thot its raining. mr ***** want everyone to wear pe attire. wm pei me to shan class, duhhhh. she lend me her pe shirt. grrr.... changed den go back kana scolding. unfair here & there. did stars. others played tat jumping game-.- d&t after tat, ms jenny ng is back. assss.... was v tired during D&t. was smsing den re-yan-di call me. he was just sitting beside me laas. i dun even have his number, i was lik asking ard, whose number *********???? wtf-.- den i saw him smiling. fuck can. den msg me. duhhhh. stella so cute! fuck laas. LOL. did folio stuffs den pass shirt to shan. duhhh... back to d&t room. he msg me again-.-he still ask me where's my fone, ask me y didnt i feel vibration. tskkk.. er,, fai act cute! hahahaha. so lame. tsk. fall aslp. den did the work shop stuffs. back class, recess(: somebody is jian fei-ing laas. omg. jiayou! geo after tat. sian ): lessonlesson. chinese lessons. those ppl who didnt do holiday hw must sit on the floor. weekang & mummy sit beside me-.- we were eating skittle sour. arghhhh... so shiok-.- weekang & i were talking crap behind. LOL. i was asked to read passage, thank to weekang laas. awwww... the teacher didnt listen to wad i reading lo-.- dismissed. i thot lao yao gonna call mum. she talk to me after school. she ask me to hand in by thursday. waited for getty den home.

think nothing to blog le.
when am i gg to take back my watch????!!!! grrrrr....
saving money(:

i dont want to think about you*

i dont like her.

i dont feel gd when you&her get close.

feeling insecure.

getting a replacement of me?

i noe i think too much.

i cant get this feeling out of me.

i cant get her out of my mind. hais.

not i dont trust you.

mayb you dont think its serious.

do i've the right to stop you from seeing her?

will you get pissed off w/ me?

or will you uds me?

hais.

i'm sorry.

Thank soul & jie & neri :]

2006-07-10T23:31:00.000-07:00

SOUL, im updating now alright. hahaha(:

schooling. nerissa ng hui li ps me ): made me sit there alone laas. dun friend you laas =/ del was talking abt soccer the whole day. LOL. actually the class was talking abt it. i dun uds anything can-.- wols! got chem for first 2 periods. the whole class didnt do hw. (: chinese lesson, the teacher gonna call my mum real soon. wadeva. i gave her *** number anyway. bleh. POA after tat. is okay. yeah. me&del went to find nerissa ng hui li! huishan came along too. del&shan are damn funny can. laugh out loud. HONEY BABE. LAO PO LOVES LAO GONG. hahahaha. nerissa ng hui li shy can. went recess after tat. is lower sec recess. ate chicken wings (: back class. was damn late laas.=/ english lesson. nth much lo. grrrr.... had social studies. den math. was talking w/ nerissa ng hui li. is lik so so so funny laas & horny-.- okok. mimi(: pon math remedial. went to watch match w/ them. jurong lose. the boy team is strong can. got stomach cramp so didnt go mingee house. bused home. think nothing to blog le. tired. yawns.

If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean or mountain could keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All the hopes and the dreams are alive
I'll carry it with me through distance and time
No one in this world could keep us apart
Coz no one can take away someone who lives in your heart

kidnap ur heart.
locked it in my heart

its just jealousy

2006-07-06T20:51:00.000-07:00

didnt get any sleep ytd night.
ya, my jealousy & xiao qi rate is high.
i cant change it ): but i hope i can.
ytd im just damn piss off ba. tsktsk
felt damn unfair &amp;amp;amp;&&
i never good in expressing myself.
ok. its my fault.
i shouldnt say those hurtful words.
sorry.

schooling. tired tired tired -.-''
no assembly cos raining. grrr...
D&T lessons. everyone thot going com lap today.
reported to D&t room first.
den tat stupiid bagala told us he didnt install tat fucking progr yet.
we're damn sian diao laas. den whole lesson is okok.
din&lee entertain me. er,, using malay language w/ me.
i tried to bomb some words to them-.-'''
i cant imagine them touching their cork in front of me.
hey! !@#$#%&* den back class. had chem.
well, i dun lik tat new teacher pls. tsk :(
chinese lesson. i brought wrong book today=/
thank MUMMY for ur book (:
i owe tat lao yao EIGHT newspaper articles.
): ): went recess w/ neri.
english lesson after tat. wrote journal abt
government & nkf.
was writing & passing note w/ neri, tho she's just beside me-.-''
had CME.
discuss abt healthy reasons on dating. -.-'''
phy after tat. sian sian sian. =/
overall, today is fun & sian. duhhh..
subway after school. (:
mayb i'm tired too.
doubts everywhere :(
not tat trustworthy lk last time.

i dreamt :[
chicken chicken .
tsk tsk.

tml dismiss early(:
thot of going chinatown.
arghhh.. nvm.

dont feel lik posting photos today.

2006-07-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

school's boring. ~~damn~~ tired, idk y =/
rush my POA hw during assembly.
after tat POA test. i told tat teacher i didnt noe there's
test, she was lik i dun care laas. use this period to study. tskk.
den PE. im sb is damn ~~loose~~ :( shit ass. recess w/ del&neri:)
english lesson. sianSIANsian. den math-.- the teacher repeated
" if you guys pay attention, you all wont get F9" nei nei can=/
we pay school fee for wad? ta ma laas. grrr..
was acting w/ my husband again. he was acting emo-.-''
2 more JAPAN! :):) social studies. slept awhile, damn damn
slpy. arghhh. didnt get enough slp ba. i need MORE sleeping time!!!
after school got english common test. i'm not told can. grrr.
i dun uds the passage laas-.-'' so chimm..
lunched w/ del&neri&aisah (:
HOMED.
btw, thank MUMMY JIE TING,
NERI&DADDY DELPHINE :}

SOULL! where's my BIG BIG HUG? hahaha.
&& NERISSA NG HUI LI, WHERE'S MY NICE NICE STUFFS?

There's somethin' I've got to say

You're always with me

Even though, you're far away

Talkin to you on my cell

Just the sound of your voice

Makes my heart melt

Oh girl, well it's true
I'm all about you

I'm all about us

No baby, you never

Have to question my love

And every night there's a new crowd

But it's always you I'm singing about

There is only one

These words are going out to

Oh girl, I'm all about you
I know you worry sometimes

Some other girl will

Make me forget you're mine

There's not a doubt in this world

That anyone could take

The place of my number one girl

It’s true

bu shi ni bu xi huan qu,

shi ni bu yao pei wo qu. =/

suan le.

sorry baby.

woaini.

2006-07-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

ok, i just delete away those videos. think nobody seen it ba. yesyes! tat's good :) well, if not tml i gonna be crop into thosand pieces i think. hahahahaha. hmmm, i just finish the TIMELINE. :) & im waiting for kor to come home help me print. yupyup. er, gg to do hw le > :( can anyone help me do some??!! i treat you eat sweet laas. grrr.

is iloveyou the hardest words to say?

Right now

Let the fool world break in two

Right now

Stars can stumble from the blue

Right now

'Cause they're not as hot as you

2006-07-04T18:08:00.000-07:00

went school today-.- er, is lik so weird laas. LOL.
morning the sitting arangment changed le,
i almost went to the front n sit can=//
lucky i saw cherly if not TMF can. tskkk.
ppl passed by me jiu will ask wad happened to me.
b4 i sae, they ans it kiss ppl dao lik tat huh??? > :(
grrr. not laas. hahahaha.
saw jeanne :D huggies!
didnt attend PE.
den even MR **** sae my lips is kiss ppl den lik tat de=//
after tat gt D&t.
the class slack for 15mins den go for lesson.
changed teacher ): he dk how to teach de laas.
make me wan to slp can. went back class.
davin help me buy nuggets &
javin help me buy drink. hahaha :)
gt geo-.- is damn damn bored.
i dun have text bk laas.
er, den del sit w/ me. tat neri laas! ps me ):
got POA. i uds! yesyes. hahaha.
went for chinese. the teacher nv cahnge ):
awww. i must do hw le laas. tskkkk.
did compo. den those guys sae i have oral sex.
arghhh. shit them ): suan le laas.
bus-ed to jp w/ aiai. i cant eat seafood n chicken .
grrrrr...went to lunched at bentobox.
i ate chicken n prawn. hahaha.
cant tahan le laas. awww.
went to kiddy palace. played eeyore n pooh.
hahaha. v v funny can. :D
bought BF for tml den HOMED!
later must do project=/
shall uploads the ytd photos n videos:D

daddy del. saw the tidbits on the table??

fourte one !

when she noe tat she gonna act stepf > :(

MINT :} :}

pls sae its nice. woon xiong's hard work(:

piggy back. look at her face=.=

well... (:

his tongue can touch his nose!!!

aiyoyo-.- la-ing in process

sunset!

SOULLL!!! where's my BIG BIG HUG?????!!!! > :'[
buttt i still love you.. hahaha (:

i miss you like hell too! (:

baby, MUACKS!

2006-07-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

this morning went tuition. yup. the time is ~~damn~~ slow can, im so so excited to go del house. er, idk y. hahaha. ok, den discuss sth den blah blah blah. woon huisng n sebas come. take video of neri. hahaha. stephanie! okok. is damn damn funny laas. BTH-.- ok, i went to take my weight. 40kg!!! i lose 3 kg tat 4 days i think. hahaha. after tat ate maggie mee for lunch. thx DEL! :] i was crazy taking photos n videos laas. arghhh. after tat jie came. yeshh. walk to jurong lake park. on the way saw ppl la-ing. -.-''' DEL I OSO WAN! del even sae must be special de. la in the lake. hahahaha. den bought ice cream. the weather is hot laas=// LOL. walk v v long to reach the toilet. went to change to del primary school skirt && her sis uniform. hahahaha. stupiid ass-.- i act as megan, sebas as shawn n wh as jason. den del be the camera man. !! starting was damn funny laas. kept ng-ing. den is so so so funny tat i must go to the toilet laas=/ neri acc me go cos she wan to go too. arghhh. ok, starting filming. i was running w/ a big big big shoes, del's shoes. hahahaha. den run under the big big sun. ok, i rmb tat i must sae. im late im late!! den ur shoes so big, how you expect me to run fast. den still got. kor! faster faster! ok. damn damn damn fun but tired (: but i loved it mans! yeahh. den del forgot to save the previous filming den gonna take it again. i run n i run. but is okay laas. :D den still gt some filming for those guys. -.-''' cab to del house. take nerii video again. yesh. went home! mac for dinner. heh. i shall post those photos & video tml ba. calling baby soon. tml schooling. but i feel tat i rather stay at home=// &&&
to the project members, I LOVED TODAY! :D loves you guys.

soul garden;)

SOULL!! BIG BIG HUG. YEAHH. lovess you loads :D

baby, i just wanna live in a world of you & me.

i live my life for you.

wohaoaini.

2006-07-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

ok, i must faster blog b4 my eyes ~~shut down~~. grrr.. woke up at ard 7 plus. i must finish my math tuition hw b4 i leave my house=/ this is wad mum told me ytd nite. freaking ass.. she's just so ~~pissed off~~. idk y. && i rather pain for life lo, so tat she can treat me gd. :D hahahaha. went boon lay take train to baby's house :] :] watched soccer-.- && la pi xiao xin. heh2. ~~didnt~~ go chinatown. ~~cant~~ mum mum >:{ next time ok? was rotting at her house till 4 plus. bus-ed to TPY. bought bread to eat den bus-ed to boon lay. && i think tat woman is such an AA can! hahahaha. baby carry tat eeyore from sk to jurong-.- hahahaha. HOMED! took some photos. but not w/ baby laas. > :( & some she dont let me to post. grrr.

Thx baby for this eeyore :)

&& you dont have to qns my love.

i need you for life .

SOULLL!!!! i don't want you to be hurt anymore )':

be strong ok? lovesss..

baby! iwillalwaysloveyou.

ni shi wo de wei ni > :}

youfilledmywholelife!

2006-07-01T21:49:00.000-07:00

ytd night was chatting w/ afiqq. hahaha. er, was crazy laas. we going JAPAN! wee-.-''' ok, shut up. someone gonna ~~jealous~~ later=xxxx back to topic. today went piano, the teacher was kinda shock. i stepped in n he showed me his BIG BIG eyes. ni bei ren da huh??!! not the first person to sae le-.-'' arghh. played some songs today, gt excuses for not playing well. duhhh. he played almost every songs in the book for me. but all dun lik=/ he sae he loved to hao lian his skill. well, i can see it=/ he played zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni. i video down:] he kinda shy de. wth.after tat he played endless love. he dun let me to video down. ok, nvm (: he gave me the zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni notes. i wan to learn. went to find mama. she was waiting for me at the stair:) bought bf to ah ma house. damn damn damn sian lei. plus tat whether today! goshhh.. was msg-ing w/ baby :} den my cousin & aunt came. she bought chewing gums for me from hongkong. they're daring laas.
fall aslp-.-'' watch dat 5566 de show. another aunt came. idk is she si yi or san yi or er yi. hahaha. i was trying to ask mum. den i hand sign to her. hahaha. =/ she shout out, SAN YI LAAS, KUAI JIAO TA.-.-''' made me damn throw face. awww... ok, went to mac. i ate mac WINGS! yesyes. my doctor mum sae i can eat chicken. so if my lips gt infection, i shall sue her den. blah blah. den homed. arghhh... wash my wound. tml ma gonna paste the cotton thingy nice nice for me. heart shape or star shape?? hahaha. crap-.- there's a hole at my lips ): ugly me. awww.. im bored-.- not in good

mood this few days. i've repeated this for times, i think.

arghhhh... tml gg MUM MUM.

the video(:

zai shuo yo ci wo ai ni :)

chewing gums:xxx

spot the hole )':

baby, im lonely all the time. tskkkk

soulll!! im feeling much much better:) lovess you tonnes! but sth troubled me ): but idk wad tats. arghhh.... :[

sometime i really gone speechless. ): pls prove me wrong.

baby, give me some time.

2006-07-01T01:18:00.000-07:00

Afweak. says:
hey. how r u?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
i'll recover real soon
Afweak. says:
so tuesdae coming bac hmm?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YES YES. Y? miss me? LOL
Afweak. says:
yes yes i miss u so much!!..
Afweak. says:
pui!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
oi OI! wad laas. ):
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
i miss you so... n you.... ):
Afweak. says:
oh my god.
Afweak. says:
i mean u puke bcoz i now pregnant.
plz understand!
Afweak. says:
hhhe.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
hahahaha, you 're pregnant??
how can you.....
Afweak. says:
i mean my brader fren fren fren.
ah! sae wrongly.
Afweak. says:
hha.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YAYAYAYAYA. dun cover ur mistake.
dun lie to me. dun flirt w/ gal when
im not ard. but no worry,
i'll be back real real soon!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
i miss 3-1 except
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YOU!
Afweak. says:
except me? gosh.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YA. unless you dun flirt w/ those gal,
boy n gay. den i'll miss you the MOST! OKAY?
Afweak. says:
i'm alwaez alone at one corner one lar.
Afweak. says:
dun u noe! w/o u in klaz.
Afweak. says:
life for me is hard!!
Afweak. says:
i can't breath.
Afweak. says:
i'll be useless.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
ohhhh, my poor afiqqq......
sob sob....... i pity you my dear.........
Afweak. says:
iz okay i sit one corner entertain myself
wif nice nice magazines. u noe
lyk maxim? playboy? yup!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
tskkkkkkk...... i miss you sooo........
dun make urself miserable w/o me ok........
i'll be back w/ you sooonnnn..........
Afweak. says:
hha.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
OH NO!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
you die you die you die! i gonna
kill you i gonna kill you!!
Afweak. says:
i'll sacrifice my life!!
Afweak. says:
i'll let u kill me juz for de word.............
Afweak. says:
PORN!
Afweak. says:
hha.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YES YES! im away yet you
watch porn w/o sharing it to ME!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
LOL
Afweak. says:
itz juz some naked old women.
Afweak. says:
aunty margerat iz inside.
Afweak. says:
wan it?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
OLD WOMEN??? hmmmm,
mayb i need it. i need to entertain
some old uncle ah pek who read it
w/o sharing it w/ me.
Afweak. says:
u FLIRT WIF AH PEK!!
Afweak. says:
gosh.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
so so so??????? cant huh?????!!!!
i lik it can?????!!!! huh huh huh???!!!
Afweak. says:
pleaz stella. keep dat lips for younger
generation human beings. ah pek?
nononoo!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
jealous??
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
i LOVE AH PEK! i prefer those
ho have mani mani experience
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YAY!
Afweak. says:
i'm so jealous!
Afweak. says:
how cud u.
Afweak. says:
haiz.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
oh, shld tell me early mans. im so so so sorry my dear boy........
Afweak. says:
i'm hurt.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
ohhhh.... sorryyyyy my dearrrr boyyyyyy....
buttt you nooooeee waddddddd.....
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
iiiii.............iiiiiiiiiiii...........
duuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.........
wwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnn......
. ttooooooooo......
giiiiiiiivvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeee...........
aaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
dddddddaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnn.
DAMN!
Afweak. says:
gosh!!
Afweak. says:
u juz make me hurt
Afweak. says:
from de top of my hair to de bottom of my butt.
Afweak. says:
!!!!!!!!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
BUTTT???? buttt onli??? not toe???
LOL. ohhhh welll weellll, you read porn
w/o sharing it w/ me. im angry!
wo bu shuang, got it?!!! n you
read naked old women huh???
sound lik ah pek???!!
Afweak. says:
dun forme my patience!
Afweak. says:
dun try me!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YA? wad my dear boy? can i try you???????
hur hur... i love chocolate tonite....
meow meow.... can i have you tonight??? i miss you
lik crazy... i miss ur ***********........
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
knock knock, my dear boyyyy...
heee hee heee heee. are you there???? muackkkk...
Afweak. says:
pleaz dun cheat my feelings. i'm nt a boy to
be played around!!..
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
nonononono. pls boyyyy...
nv sae this to me...... im hurt....
i love you sooo sooo sooo ...... i
will nv break ur hearttt...
Afweak. says:
u sure?
Afweak. says:
wud u be my wife?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
yupppp... my dear boyy...
i will nv lie to you....
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
of cos of cos!
Afweak. says:
priest*** YOU MAY KISS DE BRIDE!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
YAY YAY YAY YAY... WEE UUUU WEEE.......
WEEE UUUUU WEEEE,,,,,,,
Afweak. says:
honeymoon.. wan to go where?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
JAPAN!
Afweak. says:
y japan?.. which part?... wan ride wat?... both of us onli?..
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
HONEY MOOD ONLI 2 PERSONS DEN
HOW MANI PPL YOU WAN TO GO W/?
BY PLANE!!! HMMM, NORTH PART OF JAPAN. YAY!
Afweak. says:
can we just cycle dere? every min tgt is
precious rite. weeeetzz.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
HMMMM, DEAR... CYCLING? MUST BE TIRING.
WHEN REACH THERE I SCARE IM TIRING
DEN NO TIME TO HAVE SOME OWN SWEET TIME(:
HEE HEE..
Afweak. says:
anitng dear!!!!!!!!!! hmmm? budget airlines?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
hmmmm,,, comfortable is alright! yeahh...
Afweak. says:
so wen are we going?!.. i can't wait!! god!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
hmmmm, let me seeee....
how abt coming monday? youth day!
Afweak. says:
itz up to u.
Afweak. says:
i'll pay evriting.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
ok dear! you are always BEST!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
muack muack!
Afweak. says:
may death bring us apart..!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
nvr be apart my DEARR!!!!!
Afweak. says:
promise?!!!!!!!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
PROMISEEE DEARRRR!!!!
Afweak. says:
switheart gtg!! so sori!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
is okay my dear...
Afweak. says:
haiz. no gdbye kiss?
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
MUACKKK!!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
whr my gd bye kiss?
Afweak. says:
mUah! mUah! mUah! nah!! one tight tight tight hug!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
HUGGGGGG!!!!
Afweak. says:
awwww.. love u alwaez!!
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
AWWWWW!!!! loVES YOU ALWAYS TOOOOO!!!
Afweak. says:
okaylar2. gdnite den.
If I ain't got you with me baby says:
gd nitex dear!

we love acting! hahahaha
this is how a monitor & a normal student communicate(:
no hard feeling.

i still love my baby many many:)

2006-06-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

watch sad love story w/ kor >:] touching laas. awww...
play scissor paper stone w/ him. stupiid.
mayb im not feeling gd, he's treating better:]
watch holland village den try to slp but cant ):
tskk
mum cooked for me>:)

im bored the whole day. thinking alot stuffs. tsk.
how i wish tat... can happen again. :]
i cried for no reason. serious.
wheneva i thot of sth bad happen between us,
many drama acts laas. awww... idk y im thinkin.
is lik wad if it gonna happen, er. how am i gg to reacted, blah blah blah.
ok, was looking for blog skin-.- i saw this. SOULLL!!!

this ~~silly~~ blog (:

i want to be the special one:]

it looks nice ya? (:

my lips' skin is cracking now. im using my tongue to pull the skin out. goshhh. hahahha. loved it! -.-'''
hmmm, tell me if you think i asked too much.i noe im being v v selfish. sorry baby ): i dun wan you to dun have time for me. can? i noe i cant do anything. is ur choice. being w/ me, i onli noe how to ask for more, give you stress. tsk. im not feeling gd ): sorry. is time for me to reflect myself ba. tskkkkkk.. im damn not in mood this few days at home. idk y. mayb im feelin abit lonely. arghhh. ok. idk wad to sae. i noe is my fault. =/ sorry baby.

shall end here. i haven finish my food yet. (:
eating is my life!

loves baby fuckg much.

don't doubt me.

2006-06-30T13:54:00.000-07:00

just came back from NTUC. ok, went clinic first. er, this time is abit pain. i didnt cry(: my lips crack. tsk ): dun need to go back to c the doc le, if not mum gonna broke real soon. LOL. den came out of the clinic, smell sth nice. is hush brown! mum went market take the fish den turn to jurong west ntuc find hush brown but dun have ): awww... den went boon lay ntuc. i saw those food. im hungry laas=/ bought man tou , hush brown & the fried foods:]:] homed after tat. you wont lik me shouting at you ya. tsk.. im bored. next tuesday will be back to sch! i miss schooling laas. duhhh.. monday gg del house do project. whole day. grrrr.. is okay actually. & i dun need to list down so much, ~~no one~~ will give a damn anyway. =/ arghhh. fuck! im hungry im hungry. where's my food??!!! xD ok, i'm waiting for my food laas. my lips crack & its hurt=// arghhh. end here(:

LOVESmySOULtoBITS! hahahahaha.
believe urself ya(:
im always be ur listening ear!

i've got ~~nothing~~ to say
since you dun even wan to give a damn.

stupiid you, stella!

when you say nothing at all

2006-06-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

saw crystal's blog. i tried some of the blogthingy(:

im bored actually-.-

You Are 68% Girly

You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink).
But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross!

How Girly Are You?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
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In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
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How Daring Are You?

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You are happy, driven, and status conscious.
You want everyone to know how successful you are.
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What Kind of Food Are You?

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2006-06-29T14:17:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU FUCKG MUCH )':

2006-06-29T11:41:00.000-07:00

just came back from the clinic. i saw some info abt vanessa mae. the nurse gave me the whole mag. thx:] went in & was asked to lie on tat bed. he checked my wound & started to touched it w/ his hand. of cos its hurt. )': he sae i'll be sent to hospital if its more serious den he pulled me to another end of the bed & asked me if i wan to do it now or do it myself but it gonna be pain & i need to wait for it to be okay. i didnt ans him, my mum ans it for me. duhhhh. first he inject me till i numb. injected 4 TIMES! i can feel the sharp pain, i start to cry n ah-ing )': after tat i cant feel anything. thou i cant feel any pain, i continue crying. mum kept asking me " gal bu yao ku, mei shi de" & den she kept askin the doc mani qns den she kept shouting OMG OMG & kept eee-ing. after tat i didnt wan to talk. kept tearing & mum sae she shld video down for me to c. she told me the doc pop the scissor in my wound & those shit came out. HE PUT COTTON INTO MY LIPS ): tml gg back to doc n pull tat fuckg cotton out. how mani times of pain must i suffer? )': ok, suck! im angry w/ myself=// tearing till i reach home. i noe is stupiid. i turned away the mirror. i looked swollen n ugly. tml not gg school, gg back to c doc )': awwww=/// fuck! ass hole can. tskkkkk.. y cant this happen to someone who is clever? y me??!! ass hole . CB )": im not gg to eat till its fully recover. teared. downDOWNdown

How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

wo bi ai gen ai ni.

2006-06-29T10:11:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS THURSDAY!!! @#$%^&&**((!@#%$^*(!@#$%^&* CAN ANYONE KNOCK ME DOWN FIRST? TSKKKKK ): ): ): GG TO C DOC SOON, REAL SOON. TSKKK ):

2006-06-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

i been rotting at home for 2 days-.-'' TML IS THURSDAY ): ): wo hen pai. tskkkk=/// kill me can=[ hmmmm, gg back to sch on fri. yeahh(: im feeling down again. idk y. grrrrrr.... ok, I LOVE MY SOULL!

2006-06-28T21:28:00.000-07:00

1. during lunchtime, do you get a drink first or thefood?
- food
2. more rice than ulam or more ulam than rice?
- more rice i think
3.. how many cups of rice do u consume perday?
-depends
4. do you bite utensils?
- huh? LOL
5. can fruits serve as ulam?
- yupp
6. do you put peanut butter on both sides ofthe bread or just one side?
- i dun eat peanut butter=//
7. do you drink water from the pitcher bottle?
- nahh
8. would you drink beer or any hard drink with a straw?
- hard drink w. straw
9. if you were eating potato chips and one fell on your lap, would you still pick it up and eatit?
- is on my lap so i'll eat it(:
10. would you eat horse rectum for a thousandpesos?a hundred?a billion??
- huh? NO!!
11. do you eat balut?
- LOL
12. do you believe that siopao is made of catmeat?
-wtfff!
13. have you tried eating dog meat?
- puiPUI
14. you like sisig?
- huh??
15. are you a coffee addict?
- i lik coffee but i dun addict to it
16. do you spend a lot of money on food?
- of cos!
17. lutong bahay or fastfood?
- fastfood
18. do you still bring a lunchbox to work?
- no
19. would you share a glass of water with a friend?
-yes
20. would you share a spoon with a friend
- depends
21. Would you eat your friends' leftovers if you were broke?
- nahh
22. ever had a food fight?
- yes. w/ my bro=.=
23. are u a messy eater?
-nope
24. pepsi or coke?
- none
25. sprite or seven up?
- both
26. scrambled eggs or sunny side up?
- both((X
27. what do you think of leftovers?
- no comment-.-
28. Do you recycle plastic cups and utensils?
- nopee
29. can you do something else while eating or drinking?
-can
30. can you squirt milk out of your eyes?
- nope
32. Have you tried drinking water with a littlesugar?
- yes
33. cold pizza or warm beer?
- both
34. thought of eating gum and stick it underbenches/ tables/chair?
- lol. used to-.-
35. ever seen a pig/cow/dog being butchered?
- yes
36. ever licked maple syrup off someone else's skin?
- LOL.(:

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2006-06-28T15:45:00.000-07:00

name 20 people you can think of right now. don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. at the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this. ready?start!

1 BER
2 JIE
3 NERII
4 DADDY DEL(:
5 SILIE
6 AFIQQ
7 AMY
8 APRIL
9 GETTY
10 JIAYI
11 RAILEE
12 SOULL CY
13 HUISHAN-.-
14 ZHIMEI
15 SEBAS
16 SY
17 JIETING
18 PINHENG
19 MARY ANN
20 JEANNE

now here is the questions!

How did you meet #14?
PRIMARY FRIEND, ACTUALLY NOT TAT CLOSE TAT TIME.

What would you do if you never met #1?
ER,, NO WAY=//

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
HAHAHAHAHA. CANT BE LAAS (: #9 & #20 LOVE ME! =X

Did you ever like #19?
LOVES HER AS A TEAM MATE & SISTER(:

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHA. #6 IS ATTACHED-.-

Describe #3
MY KISSER. LOL.

Tell me something about #7
MY CUTEST!!! SHE'S DAMN CUTE LAAS:]

Do you know any of #12's family?
MY SOULL, ER.. SHE'S MALAYSIAN

What's #8's favourites?
BBALL. YUPYUP

What would you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you?
NO WAY! HE'S MY COUSIN LAAS=//

What language does #15 speak?
eng and chi & MALAY

Who is #9 going out with?
HAHAHA. ER.. ME;)

How old is #16 now?
15

Who is #2 fave singer/band?
HMMM, NOT SURE. I THINK SHE ANYTHING DE BA-.-

Would u ever date #4?
YEAHH

Would u ever date #7
OF COS Y NOT? LOL

#15 single?
HAHAHA. THINK SO

What is #10 last name?
NG JIA YI

would u ever been in a serious relationship wif#11
OMG OMG. NOPE

what sch does #3 go?
JSS

where does #6 lives?
JURONG WEST

What's ur fave thing abt #5?
IDK. ARCHARY

have you seen #1 naked?
HUH? I BET NTH TO SEE DE =X

2006-06-28T01:49:00.000-07:00

i cant slp ):
tearing lik shitt.
the pain is killing me.
hen tong laas =[
i didnt touch it n it hurt &
now it hurt too. )': )':
i cant take the pain..
baby.. pls call back.

2006-06-27T14:53:00.000-07:00

this morning, i bathe hao & brush hao teeth & wear hao uniform, i looked into the mirror.. i was lik ~~wtf~~ can=[ ugly lips. tskkk. told ma i dun wan go school, she asked me wear mask. siao-ed! msg baby & neri. NERII! WEIGHT ONLY LAAS, DON"T NEED TO SCARE DE CAN! HAHAHA(: while msg-ing, fall aslp=// damn tired, idk y. ma woke me up at 10 plus, i think. went to c doctor. awww... he pressed the wound so sudden. i feel lik slapping him=// ouchhhh=( i got 2 days mc, tml not gg school(: thursday must go back, the doc wan to take those 'long' out=z im scare laas ): dun wan can? mum went to buy some stuffs. ~~cried~~ in the car :'x the pain is killing me. i didnt touch it & it just hurt. haiss. wadeva. homed. porridge for lunch. i cant open my mouth big enough for the spoon to gt in=/ i need to use a straw to drink. fuck laas! tskk tskk. feeling so so down. ok, im pissed. y cant this happen not on my face? it look damn ugly ): its a torture to someone who loves to talk & eat. wth. its not a good start of sch ): hope i can catch up studies. yup. tskkk. ok, i dont wan thursday to come can? pls. awwww....

this cost my mum 60 bucks-.-

mum got me this damn small spoon-.-'''will the wound recover by fri? ):

imissbaby ):

how am i gg to be strong w/o you?

i need you by my side. tskkk.

2006-06-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

cos you need to be loved n dun wan to let go la.

SOULL, you're right(:

2006-06-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

school reopen today ): awwwww...
~~not in my mood.~~ tat stupiid lips ~~hurts~~ laas.
tskkk. nei nei. make me dun dare to talk. ass!!
chem teacher change le. tskk. i dun wan can=.-
chinese teacher oso change. yay! hahaha(:
tuition today. damn sian-.-'' grrrrrr...
nth to blog le. ~~no mood~~ to continue it anyway.

putting password in my blogg soon(:

in my heart, we will never be apart.
i wishh..

YBAB-

2006-06-25T21:54:00.000-07:00

I HATE IRRITATING GUYS! FREAK! ok, you must be reading it ba. hahahaha. fuck you idoit!
shit you asssss...

ok, went out today. arcading!!! hahahaha(: bus-ed to woodland den to jurong west. my lips is pain!! )": pain pain pain............PAIN! look damn ugly. ): meet mama. bought waffle for dinner && jackfruit. i cant open my mouth big. awwww... how to eat???!!! wtf. tskkkk..... school reopen tml ): ): ): i dun wan laas=// haven done any hw yet, ready to get scolding. duhhhhh..... but i miss 3-1 laas. lalalalala! tml got tuition. sian sian sian... -.-''' heard tat change math teacher!! yeah=]

LOVESMYSOULL! <33

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is
I'm lost without youI keep trying to face the day
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

wan to noe the truth. yupp

missBABY

2006-06-25T01:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm, shall continue ytd the post. but... i forgot where i stop le=// was halping kor to take some photos for his design project. yupp (: the last photo i took at the island(: && tat souvenir shop.

boat-ed to star crusie. took photos. wahahahaha.

er.. the room is lik not tat small but cant view anthing outside. no sun light=//
i miss the court ):

ok laas. dinner-ed at tat chinese restaruant. after tat pei kor back to the room. was looking for pa&ma. i saw sunset, but the cam is not w/ me ): den went to LIDO. saw them waving at us. stupiid-.- watch kingdom of kungfu (:

quite nice de laas. yeshh. after tat pa&ma went to gambling=/ went to swensen. onli got 4 types of ice cream to choose. -.-'''

after tat went arcade(: wahahahaha. play daytona & house of the dead. i lose at daytona but i won him at house of dead. hmmm, bcos his gun got abit problem. awww=///
went to eat again. duhhhh=/// was laughing lik siao. okok. tmf. snack & snake. ass him. hhahahahhaa. he was making fun of my eyebow ): stupiid nei nei. saw ma&pa. had satay 2gt(: hahahaha. i gonna gain loads of weight & fatssss..

went disco w/ kor&ma. hahahahaha. -.- is fun laas. duhhhh... back to room.
kor gonna kill me if he see this mans. hahaha=x

last!

loves today!
laugh out loud <33

GNK!